am i losing my mind or finding it
with Luke Anderson
This fabric—it’s like wearing a second skin, soft and smooth but electric, almost alive.
Every step, every move, it’s like a jolt. Why am I doing this? To tear apart the suffocating, hyper- masculine world. It’s thrilling and terrifying. Am I losing my mind or finding it?
Berlin, man. Berlin is nothing like Cape Town. Here, it’s like I’m finally breathing, inhaling freedom with every breath.
Every camera click is a rebellion. The chiffon brushes my legs, the silk snakes around me. Am I crazy, or is this the real me breaking free?
Lace, satin, chiffon—they’re like alien textures, reshaping my identity. Confidence and confusion are having a fistfight inside me.
Is this who I am? Am I straddling two worlds, or am I falling into a void? What if I don’t belong anywhere?
Power surges through me, and then doubt punches me in the gut. Am I making the right choice? This path is twisted, dark, but it’s mine. My madness, my salvation.
Gender. It’s a prison, a nightmare. Why should I let a label define me? Fashion is my weapon, my rebellion against stereotypes. I wear what feels right, not what the world expects. Screw the world’s expectations.
More than clothes, it’s about breaking chains, embracing the chaos inside. There’s raw strengt in softness, raw power in vulnerability. Every pose, every outfit is a scream into the void.
Berlin. You crazy, beautiful mess. You’re letting me shout my truth. IS IT REAL, OR JUST A HALLUCINATION?
My heart’s pounding like a drum in a punk band. Every Shot, every chance is a rush. This is me. This is me, in all my fucked-up glory. Showing the world who I am. Alive. Raw. Untouchable and soft. But how far can I push this MADNESS?
No turning back. This is my descent into abyss, my climb to the peak. I’m here to shatter barriers, to succeed on my own twisted terms.
This is my moment.
This is my madness.
This is my truth.
Step into the chaos where silk and lace scream louder than words. Witness the untamed journey of shattering norms and redefining identity, one electrifying glimpse at a time.
Luke Anderson in Berlin, Germany 2024
Photographer: Nora Maafa
Video: Dominik Berberich
Styling: Nora Maafa
Agency: Kult Models South Africa
Clothing: OBS Bags
Topshop, Dr. Martens, Ruve,
